Revelation 21:4
And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.
We knew this day was coming, but it came much quicker than expected. A little denial on our part didn’t hurt either. Of course, if we had our way, it would not have come at all because of the hurt it has caused us. But that is our selfish desire, and it would have kept her here with us in pain. Instead, she is healed and home with Jesus, and I know she is clogging in heaven for Him.
She is Lesley Meadows. For the past seven years she has been my daughter’s clogging teacher. We first met Lesley when she transferred to our school to teach kindergarten. My daughter joined her kids clogging team, the West Virginia Kickers, when she was in third grade. Lesley taught them clogging and so much more. She instilled in them a love for this form of dance that spoke to their Appalachian heritage. She made it cool. She made it fun. Every Thursday afternoon, they gathered in her basement to practice. She praised, encouraged and pushed them to be the best they could be. She was a friend who listened when they needed someone. The hard work paid off and the Kickers danced at many annual events, including the Bob Evan’s Farm Festival, Symphony Sunday and Charleston’s Good Night on New Year’s Eve.
About four years ago, she was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer, ironically enough, in her leg. While it kept her from participating on her own women’s clogging team, it didn’t deter her from directing them or the Kickers. As long as she felt up to it, she worked with them every week. When she had to be away for weeks at a time for treatment or wasn’t feeling well, she had former clogging students or members of the adult team come in to work with the girls. Even in the last month or so when she was mostly confined to bed, she wanted to have the girls there practicing. I think she loved hearing their taps clicking on the basement floor beneath her. I think it was one of the things that helped keep her going.
Something else that kept her going was her faith. I marveled at her bright outlook and hopefulness. She praised God when she got a good report and she praised God when she didn’t. When it comes to faith, a lot of us talk a good game, but you wonder how you would do in the face of real adversity. Lesley walked the talk. Her faith was unshakeable. It came through in her conversation, as well as her many posts on Facebook and her online CaringBridge journal. One of her entries reads: “I just can't say what this journey has meant to me. Cancer is not good to have it -- is scary, stressful, bad, but there are good things that do come from this...GREAT FAITH in GOD...is one. If this touches one person it is worth it...and it has. My prayer chains have done this -- the love that is felt around me....”
A couple of years after Lesley was first diagnosed, she thought that she had beat the cancer. For a while we were able to celebrate and relish in her return to health and dance. But then it came back and it shook us all. Again, her strength amazed me. She got up to fight once more. She wrote: “So I am giving it to God and letting him worry and take the wheel on this because it is out of my hands.... Keep me in your prayers…next week. God is looking out for me through your prayers.”
Psalms 118:24
This is the day the LORD has made; We will rejoice and be glad in it.
There is one journal entry in particular that spoke volumes about Lesley’s faith and her outlook on life. “Please continue to pray for a treatment plan that will work...the goal is to keep going until something else comes along. I love you all my prayer warriors. I am reading a great book called "Off Script" written by Cary Schmidt. It talks about when God sends your life off script and you weren't ready for this and how you can deal with it. He has cancer also; it hits home in many places. He feels the same way I do -- you can pout and feel sorry for yourself or you can live life the best you can. I plan to live...the best I can. People ask what they can do. . . just be my friend and pray for my kids and Tracy. I am sure there will be a time we will need help and we will call. Thank you so much for being there. Love you all, Lesley”
In today’s society, there aren’t many heroes for children or adults. Lesley was that to both. She faced every day with a smile and a positive attitude. She wrote: “Prayers have kept me here and I ask that they keep coming. She [the doctor] told me I could do whatever I feel like as long as counts are good. God came through financially as well and I praise him for letting me be able to go to MD Anderson and pay the bills. Praise to him always. Please keep praying for me. I know it has been a long time but I know that is why I am here.” In another entry she writes: “Please keep prayers going. I praise the Lord for all he has given me during this illness. I am so lucky I have so many prayer warriors and friends. He sends people and money to help when he knows we need them and it. There are so many angels out there that really help us.” And her last entry says: “Please pray this goes away. I love all you and your prayers. I know I am here through God’s Grace.”
Lesley’s Facebook page is filling up with stories from people whose lives she touched. She was a loving wife and mother, dedicated teacher and loyal friend. She may have been my daughter’s teacher, but I also found myself learning from her. Her faith, perseverance and love for life have been an inspiration to me and many others, and it is a legacy that will live on in all of us who had the privilege of knowing her. In Psalm 149, it says “Let them praise His name with the dance”. I know that’s exactly what she is doing. She is home and healed and clogging in Heaven.